Par-tay

Rachel Watson, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I love you to death, and yes, we would make an adorable lesbian couple.

So tonight was (obviously) Rachel's birthday, and the party. I actually just got back. I met some pretty cool people once I stopped thinking about how awkward I was being. I just started dancing and well, there were people! I need to hang out with Rachel and her friends more often, because they're hilarious. And quite funny when they're drunk. But hey, who isn't?

This week I had a temporary roommie, Kaylynn. I freakin' love that girl no matter how bad she is at watching scary movies. On Friday I went out to eat with her, her boy toy Ritchie, his roommate Michael, and his girlfriend Christine. Apparently the latter couple was fighting and she was just one of those people I could feel judging me. I didn't mention that I know Rachel J, because I know for a fact that they are good friends... so that conversation could have went badly. Thankfully, she didn't talk much. Her boyfriend, according to Kay is going to break up with her come the end of the school year because she's "a crazy bitch". I felt like telling her to tell him that if he wants someone sane, he can talk to me :) Let me tell you, homeboy is GORGEOUS. Oh, and tall. Always a plus.
Other than that dinner, everything was really cool even though I was hanging out with a couple most of the time. I really wasn't jealous and I didn't feel bad because I don't have someone. That, my friends, is HUGE progress on my part. I feel almost like a weight is lifted. I am not constantly thinking about my alone-ness... Instead I'm thinking about my friends and school and how I can make awesome shots (photography). I am in SUCH a good mood! I don't think the little bit I had to drink was enough to make me this happy, I think it's natural : D

This week has been good, other than being all alone last night. Good thing about that? I got my coin collection mostly all into rolls. J was thinking about coming up cause he wanted to cuddle, but, get this, his MOM said he couldn't. I'm sorry but at 23 I think you can make your own decisions. I told him today if he DOES want to see me, Sunday would work but I'm going to stop asking him to come up. Again, a big step. It's not like I want a relationship with him, but he is the one guy close by that I know at least likes me a little bit. And I basically said no more. I'll be his friend, sure. He seems like he needs them. But nothing more. I don't like how he only likes things his way. It kinda irks me. Eh. I still have S to tease if it so pleases me. I'm horrible lol.

Quote of the night: "Wow... if I accepted all the offers for sex I've ever gotten, I'd be a whore!" Hahaha. That is actually from me :D

Loveeee!
-Tracy