I think God is present all around me, all the time... even the times I'm not sure I WANT him there, as bad as that is. I am just... not destined to be a whore. It's a simple as that right now I guess. I guess that's a good thing. Dumb ass boys wouldn't know what to do with all this skill! LOL.
Ugh.
Next week at this time, I'll be celebrating Bee's wedding! Ahh! I'm so excited! And I'm really glad that I'll be doing the pictures. My first REAL event that I'm doing :) And it's a small beach wedding at sunset. So sweet.
I don't have much to say today, but I think my "messes" are still there, but more in sight now. I don't think anything is going to happen with J, and I still can't tell about S. I really DO like him, he's just... dumb. And self-destructive. I wish I didn't care about him so much because then it wouldn't be so hard to watch him on his way to self destruction. But what can ya do when someone won't even allow for the IDEA of help? I'm trying though.
-Tracy
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